Dear Kwan Six

You're in your exam at the moment and i wish you all the best. you have put alot of effort into this year and you deserve to do well.

i miss you, like, alot.

I know you said you've run out of effort for me and i know i said i woudnt expect anything from you but i dont know why then im crying,

i just thought youd still let me know how you were, youd take the minute to text me on your study break, when you went to lunch, or on your way home. but you didnt.

i cant help but think this is just a break for you. some time away from me. you stopped asking if i slept okay, you stopped asking how i am, you stopped wishing me sweet dreams. they'e just small things, but they were important to me.

im telling myself, you're just stressed, im convincing myself you're just busy, im hoping your exam is 3 hours long and you're not just ignoring me. im telling myself you still love me, im going to believe im just being silly and all of this will go away with exam period.

how come everything falls apart when you're not around.

why did you ignore my msgs, why did you ignore my emails, why are you shutting me out, what did i do wrong?